We have been friends long enough. Today, I have made a decision that we can no longer be friends. Your friendship has become a pain I can no longer bear. Your company is suffocating to me. You have held me back long enough and today it ends.
Though you pretend to be a friend. You were also my oppressor and my prison. I will miss you but not for long. Don’t wait on my return. Don’t count on me running back to you again.
This time my ship has set sail. The Lord is the captain of my ship. I will not return to my vomit.
The times that I have returned, I regretted it. You are no good for me and we can’t be friends. Friendship with you is enmity with God.
I will not choose you over God. I will not choose you over my future. Friendship with you is bondage.
How long will you hold me in bondage? The price of your friendship is just too much to pay. Yes, you have always been there, my loyal painful friend.
You are my constant pity party, my comfort zone, eating away at my confidence. You are the discouraging voice that won’t let me possess my future promises. The loudest and all too familiar voice in my head.
So long old friend. So long depressions and bitterness. So long my all too familiar alter ego. So long misery and the loudest voice in my head. So long shame and shackle. So long comfort eating and overweight. So long loneliness and guilt.
Welcome my future, brighter may you shine. Welcome God’s mercy and favor. Welcome clarity and honesty. Welcome forgiveness and growth. Welcome new testimonies and breakthrough. Welcome reconciliation and restoration. Welcome freedom, love and truth. Welcome ME!